It sounds and seems so stupid as time progress and I walk into the future. I am now a working guy, programmer at Southtech Bhutan pvt. Ltd, company based in Bangladesh and when I think I want to go back to college or want to have everything in my life in short span of time.
While I was a high school-er all i dreamed was to be a college going student dreaming about all the fun that one would have while you are in college. I thought being in college you would get to be crazy and do things that you never did in your entire life. Getting drunk, getting laid or being stupid enough to create some insane scene in the college. Get a back log or something But damn none of them happened. I imagined too much as a Engineering Student in a University in India. What I imagined was something that happens in a University in States not in India.
I completely misunderstood the meaning of freedom and enjoyment before going to India for higher studies. When I look back to refresh some of the wonderful times while in University all I remember is going to college on time, attending classes for all the subjects, didn't bunk the college campus nor did I stay absent for a week or more! This is all shit when I recollect this things and more over, all I wanted was to graduate and get a Job.
What is that we people really want. We want all the crazy things and still when we achieve it we still dream something that has already been in your life. I am guessing I am a Complicated person after all.
Let me see where I go after I have worked for the company. Would I still want for something more or would I be wishing for my past. Past is to be remembered and present to be enjoyed while the future is to be worked upon.
While I was a high school-er all i dreamed was to be a college going student dreaming about all the fun that one would have while you are in college. I thought being in college you would get to be crazy and do things that you never did in your entire life. Getting drunk, getting laid or being stupid enough to create some insane scene in the college. Get a back log or something But damn none of them happened. I imagined too much as a Engineering Student in a University in India. What I imagined was something that happens in a University in States not in India.
I completely misunderstood the meaning of freedom and enjoyment before going to India for higher studies. When I look back to refresh some of the wonderful times while in University all I remember is going to college on time, attending classes for all the subjects, didn't bunk the college campus nor did I stay absent for a week or more! This is all shit when I recollect this things and more over, all I wanted was to graduate and get a Job.
When I was a high school student I wanted to be college student. And while I was a college student I wanted to get a job. Now that I am employed in one of the best banking software company I want to go back and Start my College life all over again.
What is that we people really want. We want all the crazy things and still when we achieve it we still dream something that has already been in your life. I am guessing I am a Complicated person after all.
Let me see where I go after I have worked for the company. Would I still want for something more or would I be wishing for my past. Past is to be remembered and present to be enjoyed while the future is to be worked upon.
